Rain Check On A Sunny Day

mikeschultz Sat Feb 04 2012, 17:17

I’ve called a friend and apologized.
I begged off going over as planned.
I’m not in the mood to chat or visit,
or be around people. I feel disgust-
ing, and therefore must be, so I
would spare the world my evil visage
and stay the hell home where I belong.
That way I do not have to see others

like me, but who don’t have the sense
to stay home when they are at their worst.
But then again, mine is a shame-based
existentially passive-aggressive existence. Hell,
I’m not even Catholik, for Pete’s sake.

Michael Schultz © March 3, 2008 (1930)

Lucie Sun Feb 05 2012, 03:05

This sounds like a struggle with liking ones self..
We all say things unduly, but the strength to apologize makes you better than most. :D

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